JULY 31 2007

HI EVERYONE.
ONE YEAR AGO TODAY WAS LUKES LAST DAY OF CHEMO FOREVER I CAN STILL REMEMBER WRITING ON HIS DRY EARSE BOARD DONE FOREVER!!!!!!!!!!!
OUR BIGGEST FEAR IS HERE AND FEELING VERY REAL WE ARE BACK INPATIENT AT APH IN ORLANDO THEY ADMITTED US YESTERDAY A PLACE WE KNEW WE WOULD NEVER RETURN BUT YET FEELS SO COMFORTABLE TO BE .AFTER THE BONE SCAN WE X-RAY WE DID A MRI THEY DO SEE SOMETHING ON LUKES BONE LEFT DISTAL FEMUR.LUKES LAB WORK AND URINE HAS BEEN GOOD WE JUST DID MRI OF HEAD THAT WAS GOOD.THIS IS VERY SUREAL.THEY DID A BONE MARROW ASPRIT TODAY AND TOMORROW IS HIS MIBG SCAN THEY ARE LOOKING FOR NEUROBLASTOMA RELAPSE.COULD IT BE SOMETHING ELSE YES THEY DONT KNOW WHAT?THIS IS PURE TORTURE WE ARE HERE LUKE IS IN PAIN AND ALL WE CAN DO IS WAIT UNTIL THE DOCTORS WALK THROUGH THE DOOR AND TELL US OUR FUTURE I AM TERRIFIED .I AM OF COURSE TRUSTING GOD AND ONLY GOING MINIUTE BY MINUTE THAT IS ALL I CAN DO AT THIS POINT .PLEASE CONTINUE TO PRAY FOR A GOOD REPORT AND NO CANCER NEVER AGAIN DONE FOREVER !!!!!!
ALL I HAVE GOING THROUGH MY HEAD THESE LAST FEW DAYS WAS THE STORY ABOUT WHEN JESUS WAS ON THE CROSS AND HE ASKED FOR A DRINK AND THEN SAID BEFORE HE DIED
"IT IS FINISHED"
I KNOW IT IS FINISHED NOTHING CAN EVER COMPAIR TO THAT SACRIFICE.HES IN CONTROL WE ARE NOT HE GOT US IN MIND .HE SENT IS SON SO THAT WE WILL HAVE LIFE AND HAVE IT TO THE FULLEST AND LUKE SURE WANTS THAT AS WELL AS GOD SO KEEP ON LIFTING HIM UP .

WE LOVE YOU ALL CARRIE &LUKE WEBB